And just when I think I am back in control of myself, life happens and you are gently reminded that hearts don't heal so easy....I answered my phone today at work, and on the other end was a lady in our MI office, congratulating me on my pregnancy. At first, I was so confused, than had this awful wave come over me when I realized what she was saying. I awkwardly explained what happened, and she damn near fell out of her chair apologizing.
Of course, I than sat back and thought about how far along I'd be...and you know it only goes down hill from there....
But the good news, is that I am to the point where I don't burst into tears at the thought of it, I can hold a new baby and just think " I want one", instead of " I almost had one"and fall into a pity party. Brian and I are excited again.
I know the old fears will resurface, and I am sure I will add some new ones just for good measure as we move forward, but I think it's great we are moving! It was not fun being stuck.
So here's to a new chapter in our lives. I am glad I got to turn the page with my Love.
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